*idk what to title this o.o*

i still felt crappy until the morning. even crappier when i got to school late. dont wanna talk bout it. but then went to co Nguyets for mi quang and helped her w stuff and felt much better. i like my alternative family too much haha. feel so blessed to get to know them. and i havent had dinner w my Phamily for awhile now. omgosh im serious i cant even remember the last time i ate w them, and we LIVE together. things keep coming up and i never go home before dinner time, not to mention i usually come home when everyone starts to go to bed haha. my day starts late and yes, it ends late too.

and because yesterday i couldnt blog so now i ll make it up for u, happy? went to lunch w chi Thuy at Kaju. it was so much more fun than i expected. she is pregnant so she ate too much omgosh haha even Thai and i never ask for extra rice but then we did!!! we talked bout everything in the world. id love to have her as my sister. shes so cool and fun to be with. then she helped me accept Christ, which was a bit weird in a way, but i liked it. dont judge k but these days i talk to him a lot. cause i feel kinda crappy but then even when im ok i still feel thankful to Him cause nothing bad happens. Hes a friend. for now Hes just a friend that i can talk to whenever i feel the need to. but i actually like this friend. and i believe He likes me too :)

then went to 85 w Tram Anh. haha i used to not like this girl but damn shes fun. and cool too. not the kind that i wanna hang out w everyday but the kind that id love to keep in my life and hang w once in a while. but i like her. i asked her if we could hang out cause im leaving soon. and she said yes. but yeah, i like her.

then i had to drop off and pick up the kids and i literally just stayed in my car and drove or 1 hour !!! just around the neighborhood but damn it took that long. but its ok haha. i love these kids though. then went to friday night and ML wasnt there. i was doubting if she was going cus she didnt stop by my house like usual. but i still went cause there was no food at home o.o, and yes im forreal. friday nite is getting lame, thats all i can say. if she stops going i ll stop too, thats the deal.

then today after mi quang she took me to Roys for bbq. it was ok. was awkward at first but then everything turned out to be ok. im not a very sociable person in english i guess haha, at least not w people who speak english too fluently and are white too omgosh. suddenly i remember that half of a hot dog that i ate and even i thought it looked so gross after i ate half of it and she still finished it hahaha. not a lot of ppl do that for me.

then someone asked me today why i havent deleted old photos or old stuff w my ex. i asked why. she said so that i wont be reminded of the past relationship anymore idk. im not that kind of person i guess? i dont pay attention to details like those. or maybe it wasnt deep enuff for me to have to delete all those stuff to be able to forget? i actually read our diary a few days ago lol (dont judge k Thao!). it was cute. but it was the past. and i didnt have that intense feeling for her. like i always tell ppl, forget bout the past. i will.

and yeah, lets just stay friends k taxi. u r cool as a friend. i dont wanna go much further now. im actually cool w it too. u r just a friend that i like more than other friends lol. lets just put it that way.

byebye and good nite *less than 3*