if you asked me
how I am doing
I'd say
I am doing just fine

cus you know
I'd walk
a thousand miles

we could have had it all

hmm is season of broken hearts kinda coming back again? cus i wouldnt call Thao's feeling "brokenhearted", and im not so sure how Hien is doing. anyhow, i really hope its not coming back anytime soon. i actually could somehow see this day coming thou, when Thao n Ben part ways (or stop being in each other's life anymore?). as ive always mentioned several times, i live for today, i dont live for tomorrow. we are young. we do reckless things. we can be impulsive. who cares? this is when we can live life to the fullest. try and u learn. if u never try, u ll never learn n will live the rest of your life with that one question hanging over ur head, "Would things have been any different if I have gone for it?". everyone is different i guess. u know we always have ur back right Ku den? as in A L W A Y S!



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summer after highschool when we first met

im actually getting used to mom being here, which is rather strange ~.~ and i dont hate it but i dont really like it. it ll be more heartbreaking when she leaves. i guess.

someone is leaving in 2 weeks. which is cool. or not. the only person i can call whenever just to get boba/go to walmart/come over to her house... will be gone for a good one and a half month. oh well. i still dont regret going back to vn last winter instead of this summer thou. too much stuff to do to get ready to transfer to csuf.

need to go shopping. need to get new stuff for da summaaaa !!

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i was pretty excited when Thao texted today to ask which day she should arrive and which day she should leave haha. hell yeah cant wait till she gets here.

checked an a2 friend's fb today. i dont talk to her a lot. its just weird cus i saw one of her old defaults and i was like man since when did we all grow up and go on our separate ways already? its just hard to imagine u know. when u were so young and u thought school and home is the only world that exists. look at us now? weve got our own concerns/fears/stuff to deal with every freaken day and im pretty sure none of our problems are the same anymore. remember when our biggest fear was thi hoc ky or thay Phuc's homework? man. memories memories.

i do think about it sometimes. 2 more months until it has been a year since i got my heart broken for the second time i guess (cus heart broken = lost appetite and it did happen once in 11th grade so...). time has flown so fast. pain has faded away. im enjoying life again. which is great.

universal studios w the DQ and mom on thur. yay <3

mom is here. she talks so khách sáo and hoa mĩ and im such not a fan. i mean i love her. but u can love someone and still not wanna spend (too much) time w them :). now i get it. tonite she talked bout how i should stay here after school and told me if i will actually decide to go back to vn then that would be a wrong choice. i was like wth and it kinda annoyed me. 'nuff said.

seeing Huy off at the airport the other night was fun. we were waiting for Huy and Quoc to get into the security gates or whatever then we saw a dude also leaving and his gf ran over to give him a quick goodbye kiss. that was cute. then she told me we'd do the same when she leaves next month for vn and i was like hell no u didnt say that wahahaha. life oh life.

và những đứa xạo wần thì coi chừng trời fạt đó nha mấy con chó :)

k im too lazy now peace out <3