Because I Said So

idk what to think right now. thats all i can say, for now. why? because i said so haha

Where have You been all my life? It is true that only when there are hardships do I find You, but lately it has changed. I feel thankful to You when something (I think is) good happens in my life. I've accepted You. But You need to show me the way. Or else I will walk the way I want to and keep thinking that it's the way You want me to go. I am tired. I am exhausted. I know what I have done wrong and I want to fix it. Is it that hard? I want to live not only for me but also for others. I want You to be more in my life, to make me realize that Yes, without You I am nothing. I am weak. I am fragile. I am just a human being that needs guidance in my life. You are my guidance. I know You are there for me. Please be with me and make sure that I won't go the wrong way, or do the wrong things again.
Because in You, I am saved.