crazy week !!!

i think bout u a little bit today. i tell myself that i have to give up even though im not sure if i can do that. u even suck at being a friend u know that dont u? u just came into my life without noticing me, trying to get me out of my zone and Bam!, its like u r gone again. actually ur not gone. u r just the same person ive known from the 1st time we talked. same wall around u same personality same i-dont-care-bout-u-that-much of a person. even when we were just friends i still couldnt read u. now that i actually admit to myself that yes i like u, its even more confusing. i think u said it right, "i only like u when i see u" (its general k shes talking bout everyone in her life not just me lol). though u said its not what u really meant but i think it is. the more khó với u r, the more i want u. its just that idk if im gonna hurt myself again o.o

this week has been crazy. too many things come up. transcript, LB and Fullerton applications, papers, finals, packing, shopping... i sleep whenever i can haha. i even go to sleep before 12 these days !

everyone is busy, em, u know that. u just think ur too cool for me now dont u? i m actually not even home as much as u r. u just cant admit the fact that u have to have someone next to u who can actually pay for ur meal, who can say i love u every day, who can text u until u go to sleep. after the bitterness i just feel weird and somehow i think ur kinda pathetic. idk. but i know we r not gonna talk anytime soon.

and Thao i love u haha. as a friend duh. but yeah, i love u. i really dont know what to say besides that. chatting v m has become a habit haha t even tried to go home early to talk to u on yahoo wahahaha see how important u r to me now? t even left early yesterday to go home to talk to u though taxi was still there.

k bye già rồi đi ngủ lol

and yes im trying to blog everyday from now on no matter how busy im. uve been a faithful friend blogspot. and faithful friend deserves commitment :)