chiếc xe màu xanh

what should i do w u? idk. i think i ll give up. people like it when someone is hard to chase. but not TOO hard. and i dont want to get hurt. 2 more weeks and i ll be gone and i hope by the time im back my feelings for u ll be gone too. Thao is right im talking like we have something already but we dont. or maybe u figured it out that i have feelings for u already? isnt it too easy to tell? damn.

went shopping for 3 hours and 20 mins yesterday. i liked it so much hahahaha. felt like i was the happiest person on earth wahahaha. 

went to Boiling Point w/ Bi Map for dinner. it was ok. for me i wouldnt come back haha not anytime soon. because im having a stomachache right after i finished my hot pot. my tummy has been making weird sounds :o

chat w/ the gang (actually only Mau and Ku) and it was so freaken fun. and i came out to Viet also. hes cool. i like how calm he was. he mustve been shocked, i could so tell haha. and disappointed too. i feel like somewhere deep down he still has feeling for me? idk. idk ok maybe im just imagining again ahaha. but yeah. hes a guy friend that i know i ll never fall for and never want to lose. 

Mau talked bout how heart broken and sad Hien is. i know that feeling. pretty well actually cus i went through the freaken same thing. but i have a REASONABLE reason to hate both of them (one is a b**** and one looks like a les lol), while Hien doesnt, and it makes it so much harder. besides thinkin bout chiếc xe màu xanh actually helps a lot haha. or makes it worse cus i know its not possible o.o! idk. its a love/hate relationship, i like u but i hate u at the same time. but thinkin bout u always makes me feel better, kinda haha. u r my precious chiếc xe màu xanh <3

kudos!