I know it's kinda weird when I write about You on my blog, but I remember Mai Linh once saying something like we are not afraid to be different when I ask her isn't it weird when sometimes we hold hands and pray in restaurants when no one else does? Because I have been different ever since I started following You, Father, so I guess being a little bit more different will not hurt, will it :)? I think I kinda figured out what You want me to do. You sent me my wonderful amazing awesome friends because they are what I need, not that girl. You sent me my caring parents (who sometimes can be OVERcaring) to take care of me and always be there for me. You want me to care about people who deserve it. You want me to think about people who are worth it. I think I get it. But it should take another while now for me to ONLY care and think about people who really matter to me. So wait for me, until I can fully concentrate on You and those people only. I know You are always with me and will guide me through whatever crap life gives me. I will follow You.

and yesterday I heard something in Shes out of my league that I tâm đắc so much, "Let life come to you". This trip has been teaching/giving/taking away a lot from me. But you know what? You learn. And I am still learning. Everyday, every minute, every second.

weve been chatting for awhile now, and it doesnt make me the least happy to hear that one of my besties is going through one heck of a ko vui time. well, thats life u know. we r so different haha we just talked bout it but i still wanna mention it. i dont live for tomorrow. i live for today. i think i know why, i just could never say it. cus i like girls, and if some girl likes me back, i ll very likely say yes because its not everyday when some girl tells me that she likes me. thats the difference between people like me and the rest of the world. they can go out and do stuff and like people who they-are-supposed-to-have-feelings-for, but i cant. i have very very high standards for guys, and most of the time those guys that i actually set my eyes on wont even know who im lol. so yeah ive changed, because i ll do whatever i like whenever i want to (not this time thou cus i think i kinda still wanna hang out w her but i wont say a thing cus i feel like im betrayin my friends (i actually did once last week lol) and im aware that thats not the best thing to do now). but the bottom line is that i can get very wild and crazy now and no i dont think bout tomorrow. maybe thats part of the reason why i wanna hang w đuiếc so bad these days, cus it keeps me from thinkin bout stupid stuff and i really enjoy our time together, no kidding.

well geek friend, u need to tell us more bout whats going on w ur life. tell us how u really feel. i cant hide anything lol thats why ive been telling u guys everything ever since i came out to u guys. tell us things we need to catch up w. and try praying once :) because He does listen.

peace out !