who is gonna be there for me when I fall? and even if I won't anytime soon, who is gonna be there for me to make sure that I won't?

I love being a girl, like I honestly honestly do. I love my long hair, how it smells after shower, how I can brush it with my own hands to the right shoulder and look like a very very girly girl. Why am I gay? I don't even know haha.

People at work are getting annoying. Like, forreal. Some jokes get old and you freaken dumbass people should know when to fucking stop OK?

Reconnecting with some people. Growing further apart from some people. Big brother is back to home and all the attention is on him, which doesn't mind me that much, meaning it does, just not that much.

I wanna have a người thương. I wouldn't call her a girlfriend cause it just sounds too weird to me thou I dated once, but still. I wanna have another home to go back to, with her being there waiting for me, then I will knock on the door, she will open it, we will hug each other, saying I missed you today. Then we will turn on some music, begin cooking, talk about how our day was. Then we will hold hands a little, kiss a little, I might stay there till a little late. Then there will be goodbye hugs, goodbye kisses, goodbye goodbyes with eyes never off of each other and on the tip of the tongue there will be "Don't leave" but both know they still have life to go on with and they will see each other again just very soon enough.

Where am I going?