damn! first clubbing experience was so bad. lets hope that i ll not get a hangover tmr and that i ll still remember what happened tonite to blog bout it... or not cus it was embarrassing :(

in short i drank too much i threw up on myself (ewww i know) on ryans friends car and then i tried some alcohol from one of his friend and got kicked out cus i wasnt 21. we got pizza and left and i went home cus i didnt really wanna stay. end of story. he said we should go to another one in long beach w just us 2 and no more drinking for me ;(

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3/5/2012

whats up w this season and all the heartbreaking people around me? Luan, Tuan, Thai, Quoc, Don. i thought đuiếcs season of broken heart was over when i was in vn already but Hien is feeling down again over some other guy. damn it hahaha. ive got a lot to talk bout this season cus recently ive been hanging out w Don a lot. but lets save it for some other time. ive always wanted to blog bout this but been too busy and lazy i guess.

peace out.

so this season w all the broken hearts is not as depressing as i thought itd be. it was for me at first, cus i could kinda relate i guess. but now that im over the old stuff those depressing people cant really affect me in any way. ve been hanging out with the most depressing-looking guy in the world and i still feel life is so beautiful lol. ve been feeling good lately i guess, although the fact that Don and Hien are still down doesnt make me happy at all. i feel like i could see myself 2 months ago in Hien. u know what the difference is? i got over it for once and for good. i was like her too, crushing for another person (or even more...) because i was too emotional at the time (or maybe cus ive always had that feeling for that person lol idk maybe i ll ask chuyên gia tư vấn tâm lý later). but yeah, i dragged myself out of it before i could go any further into it. ur thought is not very "right" when it is controlled by ur feeling at a time. besides, all this geographical distance does matter a lot. we stopped seeing each other and i realized that should be how it is. Hien is another story. she wasnt even completely over K when she started seeing C. i mean idk. even i thought something was going on between them. bottom line is that when ur emotional, ur not and will never be minh mẫn enuff to make good decisions.

hanging out w Don was, idk, fun i guess. he needs me. i wanna be there for him because ML-is-my-close-friend (in everyones eyes she is lol but no we r not that close) and i kinda feel bad for the guy. i didnt like the fact that he confessed to her at first, but the fact that ML said that she likes Alex even made me more bực mình. oh well.

im reading ur old entries đó Thảo and i tried to look for my name (Muop) in ur entries in 2011 and i found 12!!! my favorite number too lol. and im not gonna lie but hell yeah im excited to see my name being mentioned on ur blog <3. i miss u so much today for no reason...