i think i have the biggest crush on a big sister who has a younger sister/brother and takes good care of her/him. isnt that the sweetest thing in the world :)?

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I don't wanna fall unless I am falling for you.

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how has life been? well, it has been great I guess? I go out w my mom a lot. we spend a lot of time together, sometimes maybe too much that I feel like I have no privacy anymore. but I can actually see myself missing her a lot when she goes back to VN.

Thao is visiting next month and man I am excited muahaha. Duiec is doing pretty well, I can see that. their new photos actually got me wonder when did we become so pretty? notice how I use "we" instead of "they" : )? soon enough we will look back at those photos and think to ourselves man when did we ever look so young and energetic. yeah, soon enough.

and whatever happened to us, God? I stopped reading the bible a while ago because I see no point in reading but not understanding anything. and I haven't had a proper bible study for so long. church on Sunday is a MUST, but I get nothing out of it. why God? why?

don't listen to a word I say :)