we dont live for yesterday. we live for today. we live for tomorrow. im like a dreamer. its sucks big time, but i think im kinda heart-broken. i keep thinking bout those good old days we were still together. damn im not that weak. but im hurt. i wouldnt call it love, now that i think bout it. but it still hurts. damn girl.
and yes i will stop using fb for a while until i find myself again, and i dont want her to read my blog (which only she and u 4 know of) so i think im gonna use this one for a while. it actually feels nice to use the same kind of blog as ku den's haha. easier to comment. maybe after a while im gonna get used to this and stick with the blogspot that i used to hate so much. who knows. people change.
maybe it doesnt hurt that bad cause she kinda dumped me, but it hurts because i wanna make it up to her for what ive done. dont ask, i cant stand telling the story again. it still hurts me till today how ive treated like nothing when she needed me the most. ME. I WAS A FREAKEN DAMN ASS when she needed me the most. reap the wind sow the whirlwind (i dont even know how to pronounce the whole sentence lol) but hell yeah it is one damn true statement.
and i found myself even more of a jerk when i realized how ive treated u guys so bad too. i even wonder myself why would đuiếc still wanna be friends with me after all these shit? i mean literally i can never balance myself between friends and gf. and there ur, ur still there for me no matter what. i think i need that more than anything else in this world. we r lucky to have each other in one another's life, yes we do.
and y m i still hurt again?
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